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6.74s(EXHALES) I keep it in case I ever want to commit suicide, okay?
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0.97sWow.
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1.27sOh!
2.35sOh, my God. You're serious.
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1.55sBut why, Brian?
1.6sYou wouldn't understand. You're just a kid.
2.27sWell, I could try.
3.94sI don't know. Sometimes it's all too much.
1.3sWhat is?
1.45sLife. Everything.
5.25sJust having the gun here, knowing there's a way out, it helps.
2.75sYes, but a gun, it's so messy.
1.23sWhat about pills?
1.73sEven hanging yourself is better.
2.73sAt least then you might grow an inch or two while you're hanging there.
1.1sOf course, when they find you,
1.97syou might have those Illeana Douglas eyes.
1.17sHmm.
2.95sSo, why the gun?
3sIt just seemed the quickest way, I guess.
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1.7sI suppose.
2.9sBut I don't quite understand why you're so unhappy.