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2.14sAre you sure it's not a sexual thing?
5.85sOh, good, 'cause that'd be strange if you had fantasies about pressing a gun up against your crotch and feeling your heartbeat through your balls.
1.23sPlease tell me why you have it.
1.72sI said I don't want to talk about it.
2.3sBut I want to know. Just tell me. Come on.
2.47sNo. Come on, please.
6.74s(EXHALES) I keep it in case I ever want to commit suicide, okay?
2.35sOh, my God. You're serious.
1.55sBut why, Brian?
1.6sYou wouldn't understand. You're just a kid.
2.27sWell, I could try.
3.94sI don't know. Sometimes it's all too much.
5.25sJust having the gun here, knowing there's a way out, it helps.
2.75sYes, but a gun, it's so messy.
1.23sWhat about pills?